Lekhny composition -02-Sep-2023

Satyam Tiwari

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Lekhny composition -02-Sep-2023

Inner self

Father you love me very much, you pick for me best , always supporting with love.

But your love hurt , your wishes are not my command.

Your actions to protect nurture, nurturing low self protection overboard.

My life is unstable and anger flower of inner self is that I can't express.

Mother you love me the most, your embrace the beautiful sunshine for me.

The care of you feels light tender and gentle for the soul , keeping me calm.

But your over care , made me loose confidence, when I fall you picked me up.

You love me like I am someone lacking, providing help before my struggles.

Feel less , feel down want to complain but my inner self , can't express to you.

My friends that laugh with me on jokes , on me with a silly jokes.

All fair and pulling my leg , but I act as I don't care.

You help and supoort with a blink of an eye, but you support that I appreciate with yes eyes.

But your jokes do cut me like a knife , bit by bit slice my heart and your support feels facade.

My inner self is dissapointed , angered , want to taunt you but that I can't express to you.

My life , my job that I loved as I met my first job my first salary that I loved a lot.

The support of my senior, the support of people helped me earn a lot as to my sweat and tears.

The life going well but I feel empty as something important I lost in life.

My writing my love is missing and food for soul absent , basic needs I can meet.

How frustrated I am from life and job is that I can't express to me nor to you.